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museek




Interview for Nautical Studies was AWESOME!! a panel of 5 interviewers against a pathetic guy who tried to dig his rotting brain for answers to those out-of-the-box questions. tsk. I really wanna get into this course. I'm not gonna say anything much about the salary that is worth BIG BUCKS. however, it's the passion that counts. I'll be by my phone at all times, waiting for the call that'll change my life, perhaps drastically.

Oh, and the acting was great! though it was only one scene due to lack of time, it's kinda hard, but I think I did fine. Being a model is much easier though. =.=

taking a no-pay leave today. more acting, birthday celebration, and some shopping(salary's in already!). hahaha.


Oh God. I pray for my sins and misdeeds to be forgiven. I pray for my parents' health, friends' well-beings. I pray that my dear bestfriend is shown the light to guide him back to the right path. I pray for him that everything in life for him goes on smoothly; in work, with friends, with family, and his loved ones. and finally, I pray for his sins and misdeeds to be forgiven as well.

Amin.


Liverpool won 2-0 over Spurs! Well, I guess that started my day perfectly.

Moreover, not only they won, they've improved...like ALOT. Since the loss at Fulham a couple of months back, I remember while studying SS for the Os, their passing have been great. Man-marking, offside trap, and dribbling abilities. All these improvements even with half the team injured(Torres, Gerrard, Benayoun, Johnson....)

They've dominated the whole of first half, frustrating oppostition like Defoe, Palacios, so that they(opposition) would lose focus on football, commit themselves into unnecessary challenges.

and I'll say, Aquilani could prove to be a perfect suitor for the replacement of Xabi Alonso. Dictating passes, reading the defences' game and setting up a goal for Dirk Kuyt. Though he's still adapting to the English game, he's done magnificently well earlier this morning.

not forgetting David N'gog. Perhaps he has some of that Torres magic in him already! Coming off from the bench, he's shot 2 on the target! If not for Gomes' top class save, he could've all but wrap up the game. He had learnt to make full use of his pace late in the game to terrorise the defence. I believe he could be a top class player one fine day.

Maxi Rodriguez have yet to prove his class, but he did okay.

Degen proved he could still fight for first team place, while Babel was still on bench following the attack on manager on Twitter.

Riera was bloody good in his set pieces, however nothing beats Alonso's.

I could go on forever analysing every player, but all I wanna say is that, LFC's back on form, and the next match against Wolverhampton FC should be an exciting one.


It was only a smile, nothing more. It didn't make everything alright. It didn't make anything alright. Only a smile. A tiny thing. A leaf in the woods, shaking in the wake of a startled bird's flight.

But I'll take it, with open arms. Because when spring comes, it melts the snow one flake at a time, and maybe, I just witnessed the first flake melting.

A smile is all I need. Because I'd do anything for you, a thousand times over.


words, are just words, till you mean what you say.

lepak-ed at orchard central's rooftop till sundown with Rahmad. Was fine on the way home when something hit me. It's time to set things right again.

I don't care about the fucking past. All I want to do is to pry myself out of this predicament.

Every man's got their own problems to deal with. so do you.

I know I'm doing myself good by changing the way I see things around me.

I hope this feeling is ephemeral.

We don't have to fly towards the stars together;

and I hope that when we walk on our separate paths, we'll meet again on the other end...

remembering who I am, for the good things that I've done for you.


Alright. end of week soon. loads of stuff happened in between. Results, Visited SP twice for JAE and DAE., shopping, and some 'mini-outing' at toa payoh while waiting for Rahmad to end his work. Photos are all up on facebook.

Speaking of JAE. My choices of courses are(all SP unless otherwise stated):
Biomedical Science
Electrical & Electronic Engineering
Marine Engineering
Aviation & Management Services(TP)
Biotechnology
Bioengineering
International Business
Banking(NP)
Accountancy(NP)
Sports & Wellness(NYP)
Millenia Institute(Sci)
Millenia Institude(Arts)

It's a very wide choice of career having engineering, science, business, banking and sports in it. not forgetting MI.

I know I can do well. I can take advantage easily. I can succeed. I've done this before alone, and I can still do it again.
Life's but a bed of roses. I'm not gonna let whatever I don't have affect how I feel about everything that I have.

All the best for your future endeavours. hope to see you again.


Okay, so results are out. I'm proud/disappointed/relieved/shocked. Sorry Ms Judith, Sorry Mrs Choo, Sorry Mrs Heikal.

But the one thing that astounded me was the fact that there are no grades which occured twice. meaning I've got every single digit of every alphabet from 1-7. AMAAAZZZIIINGGG!!! =.=

Anyway, what's done is done. I've got my future planned out late last night. Sent in my DAE application form for Nautical Studies. And I'm stuck in arranging courses in order for the JAE form.

Biomedical, Biotech, Bioengineering, Maritime Engineering, Electrical & Electronic Engineering, Banking, International Business,.... Mostly in SP. haha.

Oh, and I haven't really thought of the CCA I wanna be in.

I'm gonna head down to SP today for consultations, followed by a trip to MI for its open house and some last shopping for the month.

I'm very very tired now, however, I'm in a good mood today. So don't piss me off now.


So I've gotten my pay on Wednesday. Failed shopping on Friday during my break, partly due to lack of time and lack of stock. I'm gonna go shopping today before work then.

Anyway, I stayed over in school for the sec 1 orientation camp. Didn't really had much of a sleep; more of a nap for 3 hours. watched the morning assembly from the 2nd floor and saw a few people here and there(incl A_____). No wait, who the fuck is he?

Went back to work in a dire state. Forcing myself to drink redbull early in the morning; it's a cheaper solution to coffee. Sales was very very bad, which lead to a very very long day at work. Meeting in HQ with San before meeting up with Rahmad on the way back to school for the campfire.

One word for campfire - Sucked. Not only sucked, but pretty badly too. Emcees weren't that enthusiastic, so as the sec 1s. I guess the introduction of sec 2 and 3 councillors didn't turn out pretty well.

Headed down to SP's open house last afternoon to clear off some doubts I had in mind. and I've made my decision to enter Nautical Studies(DNS). However, it's only applicable to DAE, so I'm putting Maritime Engineering as my first choice.

God dammit, results aren't even out. When is D-Day? oh yeah, tomorrow. cool. see my friends again. oh great, I love them all. Sec4s/5s will be there too? awesome. See old friends.

Most importantly, I'm getting my A1 for English; Liverpool Beat Man Utd 2-0 the night before.


The wavelength gently grows,
Coercive notions re-evolve,
A universe is trapped inside a tear,
It resonates the core,
Creates unnatural laws,
Replaces love and happiness with fear

How much deception can you take?
How many lies will you create?
How much longer until you break?
You mind's about to fall

And they are breaking through,
They are breaking through,
Now we're falling,
We are losing control

Invisible to all,
The mind becomes a wall.
All of history deleted with one stroke

How much deception can you take?
How many lies will you create?
How much longer until you break?
Your mind's about to fall

And they are breaking through,
They are breaking through,
Now we're falling,
We are losing control


played soccer early in the morning with friends till noon. planned for swimming afterwards only to find myself attracted to my bed. so I didn't bothered. plus they didn't even call to ask. So why bother?

So yeah, off day at last. after 12 days straight of work. working full shift tomorrow 'cos there's a staff on MC. then we're left with 4. but newbies would be added to 838! 2 ITE students on attachment till 20th Feb.

sec 1 orientation on the 7th(Morning shift) and 8th(Morning). off day on the 9th, to SP's open house!

so it's, F 12/8 A M M O A for this week.

Results on the 11th Jan means an off day on the first day of the week. Salary would be in by then. you're thinking what I'm thinking?? heh.

I've made up my mind. I'm gonna take up Nautical Studies in SP. there, set and...not done yet.


what I want in 2010? gee, I guess I really need someone as a support in this stage of life. Where the real deal comes in and kills you inside out. Where you need someone to be there for you. and where someone backs you up in time of need. and also to drive you to success.

Of course, being unselfish, vice versa. that'll be awesome.


it was tough during the Os period. when there's no one to drive you on. Well, good thing that I revived my friendship with wahidah sooner. 'cause she motivates me to strive for success in maths.


But as friends, it's not the same as having your own partner. It's just wrong to think of that friend too much especially if he/she's in a relationship.
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what am I thinking. Goodnight folks!